my stomach realllyy hurts.

     I have not been on this in forev! soo everything is pretty good, started up new school it's fabulousssss, I no longer drink or smoke because i realized how much of a waste it was but yeahhhhhhhhh i have an earache im outtie bye!

I'm so tired of worrying about everyone elses feelings but mine, I hold everything I feel will hurt you in, and then beat myself up for not being honest with you, then arguring with myself because every other word YOU say to me is a lie, so why should I have to be honest with you, because I don't want to be like you, I hate being nothing but nice to you, and out of no where burst and yell and tell you everything I have been holding in for months out and then making you cry, I love you with all my heart but why do you so this to me, all I want is for you to be honest your breaking my heart with all the things your doing all I want is for you to care for me like you should and to be honest with me like you should. You don't understand how bad your hurting me because I can never tell you. I don't want to hurt you like you hurt me.

    Today and yesterday were so fun! Yesterday I went to the zoo, the only bad things were one of the zebras looked really sad :/ and it was so crouded since it was a free day and also the fourth of July, but I bought a cute giraffe neclace and a san fransico zoo bag. Today I went to the beach with my dad it was nice to spend some quality time with him, he bought me a new camera witch I love allot even though it was cheap lol I still love it.

        Warped tour was wonderful, I went with Ellie, Haley and saw Drina and a little bit of Kyle and Misha, but it was wonderfull seeing alll of them! I really wanted to see paramore but I didn't get to because Ellie's dad wanted to leave earlier because of all the darn cars haha, but other than that  my favorates were,
playradioplay!,
evaline,
and scary kids scaring kids,
I met dan and pouyan, there both so adorable. oh my gosh and JEFREE STAR hahaha and some beth chick,

and ellie took some really good pictures, I post my favorates another time but anyways warped tour was a great hot sweaty day :]